14 Years After Returning Home: Finally Starting to Farm
I. Almost Leaving
My father asked hesitantly if we should lease out our land too.
Perhaps he felt a touch of guilt, as if we were getting in the way of the larger operations.

Since leaving Beijing to return home in 2011, we have remained in our home village, though we have weathered several changes along the way.
Initially, my motivations were simple: I wanted to return to my village and start a small organic farm. In my mind’s eye, the farm surrounded my family home, lush and teeming with life. Even then, I knew that eco-farming was hardly a lucrative venture (though they say it can put food on the table), but the chance to live in such an environment felt like a fair trade-off—which is exactly why I admire Tang Liang. However, for a penniless twenty-five-year-old second-generation farmer with virtually no agricultural or professional experience, failure was almost inevitable. I couldn’t even manage to rent a piece of land in my own village.

II. Finding a Village
During this time, as a ‘veteran’ returnee, I saw too many failed ecological farm startups. Moreover, we never viewed returning home as a business venture and had no desire to expand, so we never rented any land, using only our own ‘one mu and three fen’ (quite literally).
When others introduced the ‘Plum and Fish Farm’, I felt embarrassed because the area was so small; the name felt like a bit of a misnomer. The year before last, we simply changed the company suffix from ‘Family Farm’ to ‘Sericulture Culture’.

We began searching for other villages in earnest, focusing on the northwest of the county town to ensure we remained close to home and could easily handle the school run. My thought was to leave my own village, but stay within the sericulture region—finding a place with a similar culture so I could carry on with my work.
To be honest, after so many years in my own village, the social drain of dealing with parents and relatives in a community where everyone knows everyone had become utterly exhausting. I felt it would be better to have some physical distance; out of sight, out of mind.
A calligraphy teacher recommended a village in Wuzhen, mentioning a house for rent situated right next to a vast mulberry grove—perfect for us, he said. Unfortunately, we were a step too late; by the time we arrived, it had already been rented out as a warehouse.
Then there was another village specifically planned some time ago to attract ‘city folk’ to start businesses, with most of the original villagers having already relocated. The company managing the village had been operating for a few years but had now reached a semi-stagnant state.
I also visited the village where a friend runs a teahouse. Most of the residents seemed completely detached, merely waiting for the expansion of the main road to the west so they could collect a long-awaited, substantial compensation payout.
My wife, Yuhui, found a house online, set some distance from the main road. In front of the property was a wooded area, and upon closer inspection, I saw rows of withered mulberry trees. As it turned out, the landlord had planted nursery stock after giving up sericulture. She told us that if we wanted to raise silkworms, we could use her silk trays. However, the house was being rented by construction workers at the time, and we would have to wait until the end of the year.
The thought of the immense effort required to clean, renovate, and organise the three-storey house and the mulberry grove was too much, so Yuhui eventually declined the offer.
After that, we returned to the ‘city folk’ entrepreneurial village a few more times, hoping to find a suitable property.
A struggling guesthouse came up for sale, and Yuhui arranged a viewing. ‘Are you planning to open a B&B?’ I asked. ‘No,’ she replied, ‘a guesthouse doesn’t need a full renovation; it can be used as a studio for the silk quilts right away.’
I then asked the management company if there was any land available. There was one plot, with an annual rent of 3,000 yuan per mu. When I asked why it was so expensive, they explained that the land was suitable for leisure facilities and ‘experience’ tourism. I told them I wasn’t interested in attractions—I just wanted to farm. In that case, there was nothing left; all the standard farmland had been leased by the company for tobacco cultivation.
I can’t recall if that was the last time we scouted for a village. Regardless, the desire to leave continued to grow.

III. Familiar Strangers
The problem, however, was that I had very little experience in rice cultivation, let alone ecological farming.
Rice was, truly, a familiar stranger.
I remember being in the third year of primary school when my mother dragged me into the fields to transplant seedlings, sternly snapping, “You’re a farmer, yet you don’t even know how to farm. Who’s going to feed you in the future!” My mother could never have imagined that what eventually supported our family wasn’t farming, but her and my father taking jobs in a factory. Between that and my continued education, I never had another opportunity to master the art of transplanting.

The last time I worked the land before leaving home was during the summer holiday after the Gaokao. I remember transplanting rice seedlings in the gathering twilight, all while my form tutor kept calling me to ask about my results.
After that, I left for university in Jilin and later worked in Beijing; I didn’t set foot in a field again for years. Following my resignation in 2011, I did rural charity work in Longzhou, Guangxi, where I collaborated with the villagers on a rice-duck farming project: monitoring apple snails, distributing ducklings, and occasionally checking that no one was secretly using pesticides. But it wasn’t truly farming.

IV. The Maze of Farm Inputs
Compared to over a decade ago, there are now many more commercial organic fertilisers on the market. Granular organic fertilisers, when applied via drones, are far more efficient than traditional methods.
There is a local organic fertiliser manufacturer that promotes a type of “organic slow-release fertiliser“. Their introduction mentions “using agricultural waste such as straw to extract lignin, cellulose, alginic acid, and chitosan—natural macromolecular organic substances—for modification and activation”. However, upon further investigation, I discovered that its organic matter content was only 15% (whereas the standard requires over 30%). Looking closer at the implementation standard it cited, GB 15063-2020, it turned out to be a compound fertiliser!
Even among qualified organic fertilisers, there are numerous types. By shape, they come as powder, granules, or in ton bags. According to the implementation standards, there are general organic fertilisers (NY/T 525-2021) and biological organic fertilisers (NY 884-2012). The price difference can be tenfold—the cheap ones cost 400–500 yuan per tonne, while the expensive ones go for 4,000–5,000 yuan per tonne. The only constant is the opacity: it is impossible to know where the materials actually come from, and the ingredients are often vaguely described.
To receive government subsidies, one must purchase from organic fertiliser manufacturers on the government’s approved list.
After much comparison, we ultimately chose the “ancient” method: rapeseed cake. The raw materials are transparent and sourced locally, saving on long-distance transport. Of course, this means it is difficult to apply mechanically and we cannot claim any subsidies.
The most absurd part was the seedling trays. We commissioned an organic farm in Suzhou to help with the seedlings, only to discover the day before transplanting that Suzhou uses 9-inch trays, while our local area uses 7-inch trays. Because the sizes differed, the transplanter could not be used!

V. Weed and Pest Control Strategies
The large-scale grain farmer who previously used my fields had grown wheat, which is usually harvested around May 20th. This left only one month before transplanting in mid-to-late June—not nearly enough time for the weeds to grow.
As if the universe knew I was trying to farm, the wheat harvest this year was delayed by a week! Once the wheat was finally harvested, I hurried to contact a tractor driver I knew for rotary tilling, only to find he was busy harvesting and tilling for a large-scale farmer with 2,000 mu. As it turned out, every tractor driver in town was working for the big farmers!
By the time all the calls were made and the fields were tilled, it was already May 31st—the Dragon Boat Festival!


VI. Cultivating the Fields
Traditional Chinese agriculture places immense importance on levelling the fields. In my father’s words, they must be “like a mirror”. Only in perfectly level paddy fields can weeds be controlled through irrigation, giving the rice a head start.
However, large-scale conventional rice cultivation, which depends on the heavy use of herbicides, no longer emphasises the levelling process. The tractor operators prioritise efficiency, leaving the technique and quality of the levelling merely passable.
As a consequence of this erosion of skill, we had to bend our backs to weed the fields four times, and some plots five. The “yun” (耘) in the word for cultivation refers specifically to the act of weeding and treading the weeds back into the soil.



As a farmer focused on the harvest, I neither want to nor can afford to casually say things like ‘coexisting with weeds’—it is far too flippant a sentiment.
For most of the time I spent bent double in the 38-degree heat, I loathed the weeds. Until one moment—perhaps on a day when the weeding felt truly hopeless—I was suddenly struck by the urge to look up their names. That was when my attitude towards them truly began to shift.
Every weed has a name: *Leersia*, *Persicaria lilacina*, water amaranth, round-leaf sedge, three-cornered rush, and arrowhead. Moreover, these weeds are also used in traditional Chinese medicine. *Persicaria lilacina*, for instance, is used to clear heat and detoxify, act as a diuretic, and resolve blood stasis to stop bleeding; it can treat symptoms such as dysentery, infectious hepatitis, nephritis oedema, cystitis, boils and carbuncles, and snake or insect bites.
I intend to study and learn more about these paddy field weeds in the future.

VII. Integrated Pests and Silkworms
What was to be done?
I first used blue and yellow sticky insect traps, but the results were mediocre.

I noticed a fellow eco-farmer using biological agents, which are permitted in organic farming. I thought I’d keep some on hand, just in case (the spiders probably weren’t enough in that first year).
However, while reading the fine print, it hit me: these biological agents specifically target Lepidoptera—and silkworms are Lepidoptera!
It made sense. I had actually raised a couple of leaf folders and striped rice borers myself, simply to observe their habits. Once they pupated and emerged, they became moths with vivid, glistening eyes. After all, moths and silkworm moths are essentially the same kind of creature!

And so, we decided to scrap the biological agents as well—going completely natural.
Even after ‘going natural’, the rice flourished, eventually leading to a harvest at the start of winter (Li Dong).
I believe the foundation of this success can be summed up in ‘three tasks, six words’: inspecting, drying, and weeding.

Making the field rounds means ensuring a circuit of the paddies is completed every morning before sunrise. The main priority is checking the water levels. Loaches, crawfish, and eels burrow during the night; if they break through the bunds, the water leaks out, and the moment the sun rises, the weed seeds begin to germinate. The purpose of these rounds is to spot leaks promptly, patch them, and refill the fields.
‘Field baking’ takes place around early August, before the rice enters the jointing stage. In contrast to the refilling done during rounds, field baking requires draining the water completely and leaving the paddy to bake under the sun until the earth cracks. This forces the rice roots to strike deeper, resulting in healthier plants that are less prone to lodging.
The difference between cultivating and weeding is that weeding simply removes the grass, whereas cultivating involves treading the removed weeds back into the soil. This turns the weeds into fertiliser for the rice—killing two birds with one stone.


VIII. A Homecoming Dream Realised


Fourteen years since returning home, there was a time when I was on the verge of leaving again. In the end, not only did I stay, but for the first time, I did something “unprecedented”: I leased additional land. Combined with my original one mu, I now possess—unprecedently—a 15-mu ecological rice farm, right outside my window!
Is this not the simple, vague, and beautiful dream of returning home that I had fourteen years ago?
My gratitude to the silkworms!

First draft: 9 February 2026, the 22nd day of the 12th lunar month in the Year of the Snake
Revised: 23 February 2026, the 7th day of the 1st lunar month in the Year of the Horse

All images provided by the author unless otherwise noted
Editor: Tianle
