Three months of farming: My eco-farm dream hits pause

In mid-April, driven by a desire to learn how to run a farm, I arrived at the Letian Haiwan Farm in Shanghai. Before I knew it, my internship had come to an end after living and working here with my colleagues. Before I left, they asked if I still wanted to start my own farm. To answer that, I suspect I need to look back at the reality of my life and feelings on the farm to find the answer within.

Letian Haiwan Farm (now renamed “Lexiangu Community Farm”) is an organic ecological farm operating on a Community-Supported Agriculture (CSA) model. It primarily provides members with shared vegetable plots and vegetable delivery services, while also hosting farming experiences, nature education, and team-building activities. The farm covers approximately 85 mu; nearly half of the land consists of woodlands and yellow peach orchards, with about 20 mu of active cultivated land. The farm’s current permanent workforce consists of the manager, Yuan Qinghua, two male long-term workers, and two female long-term workers. The more fluid labour force comprises interns who arrive each year through Foodthink’s “Ecological Agriculture Internship Programme”.

I. Hands are still the primary “labour tool”

When I first entered the farm in April, the garlic scapes had emerged. My hands, washed time and again, were cracked and dry, yet for the sake of the vegetable boxes, I had to endure the stinging pain on my skin to pinch off the scapes. Although I studied agriculture, this was the first time in my life I had actually tilled the earth. My body, domesticated by city life, could not adapt to the muscular demands of farm work. With only one day off a week, there was no way to fully recover from the fatigue, and I found myself praying every day for the early widespread adoption of agricultural automation. I had anticipated the physical exhaustion, but would it be easier mentally? Not really. Many personal tasks I imagined I could complete in my spare time remained shelved due to exhaustion, and the resulting anxiety persisted.

● Left: Constantly cracking skin on the fingers. Right: Small-scale farmers have their own version of a French manicure.

Questions about whether one is “tired” were a constant theme in conversations between the mentors, the aunts, and us interns; “tiredness” is the prevailing feeling and impression most people have of agricultural production. In a daily routine of cultivation that relies heavily on the hands, I looked at the creases of my fingers—which had never cracked in 27 years—and they seemed to be silently protesting: farming civilisation has developed for thousands of years, so why has the physical toll of farming not decreased? Occupational diseases of office white-collar workers receive widespread attention, but what about those of farmers? Is mainstream agricultural technology policy too skewed towards supporting large-scale production systems? How much technology actually benefits small-scale agricultural producers?

Although Letian Haiwan Farm is not a “smallholder” in the traditional sense, the cultivation tasks for the roughly 20 mu of land are almost entirely supported by four long-term workers, all over the age of 70. These four mentors and aunts, all past retirement age, possess the core techniques for farming this land. If the moment comes when all this labour retires, how will those of us, currently unable to shoulder such responsibility, feed ourselves?

● Planting chilli seedlings in the members’ plots with the mentors and aunts.
The way forward for agricultural development cannot simply be training more “new farmers” to get used to enduring hardship to improve efficiency. Instead, it should focus on using technology to reduce the physical burden of farm work, or seeking ways to produce higher quality and quantity of produce with the same amount of labour. Or perhaps, could an agricultural production system be realised that is maximally self-sustaining? If so, human labour could gradually be reduced. The sensation of “tiredness” is etched deeply into my body. So much so that when I heard in July that a few yellow peach trees had died from the heat, I didn’t think about how many fewer peaches I would get to eat, but rather that they had died just as I had spent two days picking them while my body and mind were on the verge of collapse. Similarly, after every rainy day of packing veg boxes, I would tell everyone: “In my future farm, I will not allow chives to be grown—they are too difficult to trim!”

II. Sending out the joy of harvest

My first job upon entering the farm was using a lawnmower to clear a small patch of grass; occasionally, I would join Xiao Tong, an intern who had arrived before me, to feed the animals. When we first arrived, we were all like “enzymes”; because of certain traits, we gradually bonded with a specific “substrate” (a farm need), activating a particular function within the farm system. Later, although we all did a bit of everything, everyone developed a focus. Some took over animal feeding, some handled all the design work, some became the photographers… Among the many tasks on the farm, my favourite was preparing the veg boxes. It was here that I first discovered that a courgette could grow as large as a pumpkin. The old courgettes were too big for delivery and couldn’t be cooked using conventional methods (like stir-frying or as cold shredded courgette), but they were delicious when stewed with meat. Unfortunately, few people appreciated the old courgettes, leaving them to grow larger and larger in the fields.

● A cartload of unappreciated old courgettes waiting to be thrown to the pigs.

The vegetables and fruits growing from the land are simply wonderful; I truly wanted to hold an exhibition for them to tell everyone about their vitality. While packing the deliveries, I often couldn’t help but pick a few extra, wanting the recipient to also feel the joy of the harvest.

● Vegetables trimmed and ready for boxing and delivery.

Only after preparing the veg boxes myself did I understand why post-harvest management and transport have become such important research directions. It is not just to ensure product quality; this process also embodies our hope to transfer the joy of labour directly to the consumer. Even the trimming of chives, which I hated most when I first arrived, became something I didn’t really resist later on—perhaps practice makes perfect.

● By the time they reach the member, the yellow leaves, weeds, and mud from the spinach have already been cleared once.

III. Animals and Plants in the Farm

One day in May, my fellow intern Xiao Ling suddenly noticed that the wildflowers along the road in the East District had all turned shades of purple. I don’t know at what point it happened, but my body’s reaction to farm life suddenly changed: the time needed to recover from fatigue shortened. When the brain is no longer preoccupied with pain and exhaustion, it regains the energy to observe, reflect, and investigate.

● I never grow tired of the view from the office window.

Farm chores may seem simple, but professional expertise and knowledge are hidden beneath the surface. In the fields, it looks as though we are simply pinching the tips of edamame seedlings, or pruning and thinning the corn, tomatoes, and peaches; but how does the plant react internally to each of our actions? Is it satisfied with our “help”? What would it look like if left to grow according to its own laws? In the beginning, I was clumsy and didn’t know how to handle the crops, and I was frequently looked down upon by Master Wang, our “foreman”.

● Waxy corn where the tillers have grown as thick as the main stem.

The small animals on the farm have their own temperaments, and sometimes they succumb to illnesses we don’t recognise, facing life-threatening moments. In early March, as “novice human parents”, we tried to hatch ducklings in an incubator. After turning the eggs, we forgot to close the lid, causing the temperature to drop; of the twenty duck eggs we started with, only half ever hatched.

Later, for some unknown reason, the month-old ducklings began to lose their balance one by one, with increasing discharge from their eyes and noses. Lacking professional knowledge, the human parents scrambled for answers, and after scouring the internet, we tentatively diagnosed them with serositis. Although we rigorously administered doses of a few tenths of a gram of medicine based on each bird’s weight, only the three strongest survived. Then, on the 5th of July, before the duck parents could even enjoy their surviving children, they were all killed in a sudden attack by stray dogs.

● The first duckling to hatch.

The plants on the farm also change with the seasons, and weeding ceased to be a mere burden, becoming instead a way for me to gain first-hand observations.

When I first arrived at the farm in early April, there were many plants I had never seen in Guangdong: Euphorbia growing in regular geometric shapes, common knotgrass—thin stems that cling to other plants with tiny hooked bristles, white-flowered Philadelphia fleabane covering the hillsides as a symbol of spring, purple-flowered speedwell, and various prickly weeds.

At the time, I marveled at the absence of the Hymenachne that is so rampant in Guangdong, only to discover in May that the temperature had simply been too low to wake them. The weeds and crops on the farm all follow the laws of time; once a window passes, you have to wait until next year to see them again. Perhaps it is this seasonality that adds a touch of regret and anticipation to the heart.

● Some of the roadside flowers blooming on the farm in April.
The farm is rich in natural resources, but we cannot decide how to use them as we please: although we have woodlands, we cannot decide which trees stay or go. Even within the farm’s boundaries, we are powerless to stop fruit trees from being replaced by ornamental species to satisfy the landscaping needs of city roads. Then there are the raccoon-dogs and weasels that occasionally wander onto the farm to snatch a few chickens; they are protected by law. The more familiar I became with the flora and fauna of the farm, the more I began to encounter the practical realities of running one.

IV. The Ideals and Reality of an Eco-farm

One memory that stands out is from my fifth day at the farm. We felt like modern-day cotton labourers, pushing bags of organic fertiliser off a large lorry one by one and stacking them. Each bag weighed 40kg, and the eight of us moved over 300 bags—a process that must be repeated every six months. From that day, I began to pay attention to the inflows and outflows of the farm system. Why don’t we compost our own materials instead of buying so much organic fertiliser every year? To answer this, one must first consider where the composting materials come from and how much there is. Secondly, who is going to do the heavy work of turning such a massive volume of compost?

● Women pushing fertiliser off the lorry, while men stack the unloaded bags along the path. Photo: Xiao Ling

The issue of fertiliser reveals the practical constraints that hinder the farm from achieving a self-sustaining cycle: planting area, human resources, funding, infrastructure, layout design, climatic conditions, and fertiliser quality. An agricultural system that could potentially be more self-sufficient seems trapped by these practicalities, as well as external factors such as land-use classifications and various regulatory approvals. In many respects, the farm is still a distance away from the ideal scenarios described in theories of ecology, organic farming, and permaculture; however, under current conditions, this may already be the optimal solution for keeping the farm operational.

● The relationship between farm elements and the flow of materials.

There are also practical challenges regarding Community Supported Agriculture (CSA). In an ideal CSA model, members and producers share the risks of agricultural production. However, over three months of observation, I found that some members did not fully grasp the philosophy of CSA. One member complained to us that her crops were poorer than those around her this year. As service providers, it is our duty to ensure consumers receive high-quality produce, yet consumers generally tend to share the benefits while remaining unwilling to bear the losses caused by external factors.

Furthermore, the vision of shortening the food supply chain through an eco-farm directly connected to consumers was not fully realised. Geographically, the farm is located in the Fengxian District of Shanghai—a remote suburb so far out that even Shanghainese people hardly recognise it as part of the city. Many local residents already have their own land, so they have little need for an external “farm-to-table” service. Among the fifty-odd members who rent land, very few maintain regular deliveries, let alone make frequent trips to harvest. Much of the high-quality produce rotted in the ground before members could arrive, never making it to the table.

At times, I wondered: could “eating seasonally and locally” truly satisfy my dietary needs? By the end of July, the farm produced around 20 types of fruit and vegetables, whereas supermarkets offered over 30 organic options, and even more non-organic ones. Compared to a supermarket, the farm currently lacks mushrooms and essential condiments; the newly sown coriander fared poorly during the plum rain season, and once the high temperatures hit, there were few edible leafy greens left.

● This year’s first batch of sunflower seeds (not quite ripe, but we couldn’t wait).

After spending half a month racking my brains to find new ways to cook the same few ingredients, I realised that while relying on a single farm’s output might sustain life, it is not enough to satisfy the emotional needs that food provides. I must admit that for consumers who love a variety of ingredients, being able to enjoy produce from all over the world is a genuine blessing. Looking at it from another perspective, this perhaps indirectly contributes to the preservation of local ingredients in various corners of the globe.

Finally, farms like Letian Bay, which primarily cater to urbanites seeking a leisure experience, must also meet the customers’ desire for visual appeal. To prevent the farm from looking too “wild”, we have to prune the lawns and the lush roadside vegetation before every event. Every time I see the bare earth exposed after a trim, I feel a sense of loss and regret, but personal preference must inevitably give way to the demands of the customers, who hold the greater say.

● Xiao Ling and I creating floral arrangements using wildflowers, weeds, and overgrown produce. Photography: Huang Qingye, Xiao Ling

V. Memories Woven Together by Meals

I have spent a lot of time venting about the harsh realities and the current state of things, but the lovely, fundamentally human routines of daily life were the true heartbeat of farm living: working and living together, feeding the animals together, cooking and washing up together, witnessing the entire journey of the mobile shop from a mere concept to a physical build, and experiencing the kind of friendship where farm produce is exchanged as a welcoming gift. To a reader, these might seem like nothing more than a string of long, abstract phrases, but in my mind, they are warm, vivid snapshots of life.

● Mr Yuan and Master Xiaotong in the process of building the mobile shop.

Finally, using food as a medium for a conclusion, I want to say that the withdrawal symptoms of leaving are likely a longing for the grand visions “painted” by Boss Yuan, Xiao Ling’s hometown specialty mustard chicken, Xiao Lu’s waterfall bread, the stir-fried tomato and eggs made by Xiao Liu, the 25 crayfish Xiao Tong managed to catch over two nights, the white-cut chicken prepared by Master Wang (who only showed his skills after a bit of coaxing), the meat zongzi with pepperweed wrapped by member Auntie Gu, and Auntie Hua’s habit of adding a pinch of chilli powder to her vegetable dishes for a bit of a kick. I miss the seasonal farm specials: cucumber jelly, Di San Xian, strawberry jam, chilled watermelon, tomatoes with sugar… and the farm’s living “food waste processors”—the dogs, Princess Potato and the unexpectedly cute Xiaobao. I hope the next batch of interns looks after them well too.

● Me, Potato, and Xiaobao on “Princess Coronation Slope”. Photo: Xiao Ling

Foodthink Author
Xiao Huang
An INTJ who knows a bit of everything and wants to learn everything. Out of a love for plants and animals and a concern for the environment, I chose to study ecological agriculture and am currently working at the Yinlin Eco-farm in Conghua, Guangzhou.

 

 

 

On Friday, 8 November, from 19:00 to 20:30, we will invite Ziqi, an intern from the “Eco-Agriculture Internship Programme”; Mu Wenchuan, mentor for the “Eco-Agriculture Internship Programme” and Deputy Secretary of the Party Branch of Baoshan Village in Lijiang, Yunnan; and Li Guanqi, Head of the Eastern Office of the Farmers’ Seed Network. Together, they will talk about collecting, organising, and documenting stories of local wild plants within the highland life of the Naxi Stone City, and how this process reveals the unique ways of living and working in Stone City. They will also introduce the Seed Network’s community work within the “Lijiang Stone City and Naxi-Mosuo Three-Village Network” in Yunnan.

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Eco-Agriculture Internship Programme
The “Eco-Agriculture Internship Programme” of the Lianhe Initiative was launched by Foodthink in 2021. It aims to provide support for young people aspiring to work in ecological agriculture and for established eco-farms. It allows young people to master farming knowledge and techniques through practice, while ensuring the experience of veteran farmers is summarised and passed down. Simultaneously, it provides high-quality talent to farms and injects vitality into rural communities. To date, three recruitment cycles have been completed, supporting over 60 partners in embarking on internships lasting from three months to one year across more than ten eco-farms nationwide.
Unless otherwise stated, all illustrations in the text were taken by the authorEditor: YuyangPoster: Yiruan