In Search of the Grain Soul: A Journey Back to 2011
I. Returning to 2011

This karst landscape, which serves as their habitat, was precisely my first stop fourteen years ago when I began working in the rural sector.
After graduating from university, I worked in advertising at Ogilvy & Mather in Beijing. Driven by a concern for rural issues, and particularly a personal quest to explore my own rural roots and identity, I resigned in early 2011. I first interned at Xiaomaolü Farm, then applied to join ActionAid’s youth programme. I was posted to their Longzhou project site in Guangxi, where I worked on integrated rural development initiatives covering ecological agriculture, volunteer teaching, microfinance, and ethnic cultural preservation. ActionAid is an international alliance of non-profit organisations dedicated to eradicating global poverty.
A year later, at the end of 2011, I left Guangxi and returned to my hometown village in Zhejiang. Since then, life took various turns, and I never had the chance to return to Guangxi.

II. Three Notebooks

As a non-profit organisation, ActionAid had a rather distinctive approach to fundraising. Instead of relying on institutional foundations, it depended entirely on individual donations. Ordinary citizens in donor countries (typically developed nations) would pledge a portion of their monthly wages—often just £10 or €10—to ActionAid. These funds were then channelled into various projects to support communities in the recipient countries. Donors and recipients could also communicate directly. During my time in Longzhou, children from the supported communities would draw pictures, which ActionAid would send straight to the donors.
But by the time I arrived in Longzhou, this funding model was already under severe strain. The global financial crisis of 2008 left many of these ordinary donors unemployed. Moreover, media coverage of China’s rapid development—the moon landing, satellite launches, hosting the Olympics, and so on—convinced them that the country was fully capable of solving its own problems. As a result, they increasingly directed their donations towards poorer regions such as Africa or South Asia. (ActionAid officially withdrew from China in 2016.)

III. What is Development? Why Develop?
——Research report: BanGui Tun, a Zhuang Village, by Yu Jiangang, 2011



—23 June 2011, Field Notes
—18 July 2011, Diary
IV. The rural population dwindles, the county town expands
A travelling companion mentioned that Longzhou’s total population had dropped from 290,000 over a decade ago to 230,000 now, yet the county town itself had clearly expanded. It seemed everyone had moved from the rural villages into the town centre.
The next morning, Sister Liang took us for breakfast at a rice noodle shop in the Caidao She residential area. She also gave us a tour of the neighbourhood’s “food forest” setup: herb pots, longan and mango trees planted around the houses, and rooftop vegetable gardens on the “tiandi lou” buildings. Locals use the term “tiandi lou” (literally, sky-and-earth house) for self-built detached homes in the city, structures that claim their own private stretch of ground and roof.


V. The Village Primary School With Only Five Pupils Left
— 30 August 2011, Work Notes
Villagers told us the school now has just five pupils. Once a hive of activity, Minjian Village Primary School was ultimately forced to share the fate of closure that befell the others.


VI. Idealistic Youth Revisited
After we left Minjian Village Primary School, Nong Ping took us to his family’s orchard. It lies on the edge of a rocky hill; during the village’s land consolidation campaign (“merging small plots into larger ones”), Nong Ping had deliberately chosen the plot furthest from the village.
The entrance actually opened onto a large livestock shed, its exterior reinforced with thick steel pipes. Inside was a jumble of odds and ends, but not a single animal in sight. Nong Ping said it was the remnants of a failed cattle-farming venture.
Beyond the shed stood a banana grove. It was my first time standing among banana plants; they towered higher than I had expected, the soil beneath them soft and loamy. Nong Ping’s mother was there removing the banana flowers. The grove was interplanted with sugar apples and a scattering of pomelo trees. At the far end lay a pond used for rearing ducks.
As we prepared to leave, he pointed to a small banyan tree growing right up against the rocky slope and said he had planted it himself. He intends to build a house under it one day, turning it into a farmstay complete with karaoke.


VII. Returning to Banguitun

Ms Zhang Lanying asked where the apple snails had gone. I first encountered this invasive species in Bangui more than a decade ago; it has since spread over two thousand kilometres to my own hometown, the Zhenghebeng stream on the Hangjiahu Plain. One of the reasons Action Aid introduced the ecological farming project of rearing ducks in rice paddies back then was to let the ducks feed on the snails.
Stepping into the settlement, the scene feels quite different. I remember the air once carried the mingled scent of damp earth, cattle dung, and maize stalks, occasionally cut through by the heavy perfume of longan and wampee. Now, three- and four-storey houses are far more common, and concrete paths lead straight to the doorsteps of every household within the tun. The thick bamboo groves have vanished. The clearings left after the bamboo was felled have all been fenced off into small vegetable plots around the houses—a sight familiar enough in Han Chinese villages, is it not? Yet I cannot for the life of me remember where the locals used to grow their crops more than a decade ago.


VIII. Socialising While Herding Cattle

—— Research report: Banguí Tún: A Zhuang Village, Yu Jiangang, 2011
—— Work journal, 25 September 2011


IX. The Stilt-Style Tiled Houses Remain
After lunch, Teacher Zhang suggested we sit down for a roundtable to discuss how the village had changed over the years. Sister Liang asked everyone to form a circle; then she suddenly turned to me, almost issuing a command: “You take the minutes.” The atmosphere instantly shifted into full workshop-facilitator mode.


X. Changes in the Village
Yet, as cash incomes have risen, many find themselves wrestling with a sense of unease, feeling “not as happy as we used to be.”
Land has been consolidated and sugarcane cultivation has improved, but there is now “work to do from dawn till dusk, with no end in sight.” “The women’s groups used to gather to sing and dance.” “We could sleep until three or four in the afternoon, only heading out to the fields when the sun was setting. It was so comfortable.”
As the younger generation moves to the city, rural families are shouldering heavier burdens for mortgages, education, and healthcare. “Now, antenatal check-ups are required every single month; it wasn’t like that before.” “University costs 50,000 yuan a term.”


XI. The Water Buffaloes Are Gone

XII. Na, Ban, and Kapok Trees
There were also plenty of kapok trees lining the road. Teacher Zhang mentioned a quote from Mr Yan Yangchu: “Kapok trees bloom in the Philippines during its hottest season. Mr Yan likened rural community workers to kapok flowers, blooming all the more brilliantly under the most trying conditions.”
From May to November, Longzhou in my memory was always oppressively hot and humid.


XIII. Between Humans and Monkeys
Teacher Zhang noted that previously, ActionAid had neither run projects focused on animal conservation nor possessed the awareness to do so.
Reflecting on more than a decade of rural development work, we seem to have been too hasty, too rigidly linear, striving to “achieve everything in one fell swoop,” while lacking a gentler, more nuanced perspective.

XIV. The Daogong of Two Thousand Years
——18 September 2011, field notes

XV. Sister Liang
After ActionAid withdrew, Sister Liang remained, serving as Longzhou’s final coordinator. We have not kept in close touch given the distance, having met only two or three times over the past fifteen years. I understand she later moved back from the county town to live in Bangui Tun, with her daughter joining her to attend a primary school in the nearby town. She established an agricultural cooperative in the village, championing urban–rural exchange between Bangui Tun and Nanning, the provincial capital. Scrolling through her WeChat Moments, I’ve seen she continually attends various training programmes. This ongoing learning has deepened her grasp of the land and farming, inspiring her to take us on a ‘discovery’ of the food forest network within a typical residential estate.
For a variety of reasons, she was eventually forced to relocate back to the county town. The cooperative’s management also proved difficult. She now continues her frontline rural development work with a charitable organisation.
In the second half of our roundtable, Sister Liang did express a desire to carry on developing ecological agriculture in Bangui Tun. However, she was not ‘overly enthusiastic’, nor did she set out a schedule.
She seems to be trusting in, and waiting for, the village’s own return.


XVI. “Bu Luotuo”
The common folk had nothing to eat
The people could not sustain their lives
So Heaven sent down the late-ripening rice seeds
The immortals brought the japonica rice seeds
Seeds tucked into the waistband were brought back
Rice panicles hidden on his person were brought back
He patrolled the slope behind the houses
He surveyed the ridge beyond the ravines
He took up his sickle to cut the wild grass
He took up his hoe to break the fallow ground
He wielded the foot plough to turn the soil
He called on great water buffaloes to pull the plough
Four plots of land were cleared
Four paddies were formed
At the Start of Spring, the rice seeds were to be sown
Seeds scattered across the four swidden plots
Seeds planted in the four paddies
One seed, sown in the mountain forest, grew into taro
One seed, cast into the mountain gully, grew into sweet potato
One seed, planted on the mountain, grew into plum
One seed, scattered on the threshing floor, grew into peach
One seed, sown at the mountain’s edge, grew into buckwheat
One seed, cast into the paddy field, grew into rice
From then on, the common folk had food to eat
The people could at last rest and recover
In those days they had food to eat
Yet still no clothes to wear
They draped leaves over their bodies for cover
King Suichao took his seat upon the throne at night
King Suichao prayed to Heaven once more
Heaven bestowed seeds of hemp
King Suichao taught the people
At the Start of Spring, the hemp seeds were to be sown
The hemp could be harvested by the sixth month
To harvest the hemp, they took up knives to cut
Or daggers to sever
The hemp was twisted into strands of thread
The hemp thread was wound into yarn
Taken and wound onto the spinning reel
Taken and placed on the loom
The yarn was woven into cloth
The cloth was stitched into garments
From then on, the common folk had skirts to wear
The people had clothes to wear
— Excerpt from the Zhuang Creation Epic “Bu Luotuo”
XVII. Who Needs Whom?
XVIII. Seeking the Soul of Grain
As practitioners working in rural communities, we have come to believe that all our efforts are ultimately a search for the countryside’s lost spirit—
Every child’s painting mailed to an unknown donor
Every last bus rushing back to the county town at 4 p.m.
Every field notebook
Every youth development programme
Every rice–duck farming cycle
Every rural school
Every protected white-headed langur
Every blooming kapok flower
Every food forest planted beneath the county town’s Tiandilou buildings
More than a decade after everyone who had travelled from afar had moved on, the villages nestled among these mountains continued along their own rhythm. Much like the rock art etched into the cliffs of the Ming River, they remained exactly as they were when we first arrived.
It turns out the countryside’s spirit was never lost; it remained right where it was, calling us back and helping us become better versions of ourselves. The refrain from the Zhuang creation epic *The Legend of Buluotuo* seems to echo once more:
“The grain soul flees in every direction,
The grain soul scatters far and wide,
The King erects a flower shrine,
To call the grain soul home,
Return, O grain soul,
Come back, O grain soul.”
Yu Jiangang
First draft: 21 October 2024
Finalised: 8 January 2025

