Three Months of Farming: My Ecological Farm Dream Hits Pause

In mid-April, I arrived at Letian Haiwan Farm in Shanghai, driven by the aspiration to learn how to run a farm. Working and living alongside my companions here, my internship slipped by before I knew it. Before leaving, colleagues asked whether I still wanted to open my own farm. Confronted with this question, I suspect the answer can only be found by looking back at the reality and raw feelings of farm life. Letian Haiwan Farm (now renamed Lexiangu Community Farm) is an organic ecological farm operating under the Community-Supported Agriculture (CSA) model. It primarily provides shared vegetable plots and delivery services to members, while also hosting farming experiences, nature education, and team-building events. The farm spans roughly 14 acres, with nearly half covered by woodland and yellow peach orchards, leaving about 3.3 acres of actively cultivated land. The current permanent workforce consists of the farm’s director, Yuan Qinghua, two male long-term workers, and two female long-term workers. The more transient labour force comprises interns who arrive each year through Foodthink’s “Ecological Agriculture Internship Programme”.

I. Hands remain the primary “tools of labour”

When I first arrived at the farm in April, the garlic shoots were emerging. My hands, washed repeatedly, had already begun to crack. Yet to assemble the members’ vegetable bundles, I still had to bear the stinging irritation on my skin to snap off the shoots. Though my background was in agriculture, it was my very first time actually working the land. A body conditioned by city life struggled to meet the muscular demands of farm labour. With only a single day off a week, I couldn’t fully recuperate, and I found myself praying daily for agricultural automation to become widespread sooner rather than later. I had braced myself for physical exhaustion, but would my mind find some relief? Hardly. Numerous personal tasks I had hoped to complete in my downtime were perpetually shelved by fatigue, leaving the resulting anxiety firmly intact.

● Left: The skin on my fingers, cracking over and over. Right: Even smallholders have their own ‘French manicures’.

The question “Are you tired?” constantly cropped up in conversations between the veteran farmhands, the older workers, and us interns. “Tiredness” is how most people experience and perceive agricultural production. In a daily routine that relies so heavily on the use of both hands, I stared at the lines and creases in my fingers, which had never cracked in my 27 years of life, as though they were silently lodging a protest: agricultural civilisation has evolved over thousands of years, yet why has the physical toll of farming hardly diminished? The occupational ailments of office workers attract widespread attention, but what about those of farmers? Have mainstream agricultural technology policies become too skewed in favour of large-scale production systems? Just how many technologies actually benefit small-scale producers?

While Letian Haiwan Farm is not a “smallholding” in the traditional sense, the planting tasks across its roughly 3.3 acres of arable land are sustained almost entirely by four long-term workers, all over the age of seventy. These four veteran hands, well past retirement age, hold the essential know-how required to work this land. If we reach a point where this entire workforce has retired, and we lack the strength to step up and bear the burden, how will we possibly feed ourselves?

● Planting chilli seedlings in the members’ plots alongside the experienced workers and aunts.
The path forward for agriculture cannot simply be about training more new farmers to endure hardship in order to boost efficiency. It should instead focus on harnessing technology to ease the physical strain of farm labour, or on finding ways to produce higher-quality, higher-yield crops with the same amount of effort. Or perhaps, is it possible to create a farming system that runs as autonomously as possible? If so, human toil could gradually be reduced.

The sensation of exhaustion is etched deep into my bones. It was so ingrained that when I heard in July that a few yellow peach trees had succumbed to the heat, my mind didn’t go to how many fewer peaches I’d get to eat. Instead, I thought of the two days I’d spent bagging the fruit while physically and mentally on the verge of collapse—only for them to perish anyway. And after every downpour, while sorting through the vegetables, I’d tell everyone: “From now on, this farm is banning garlic chives. They’re far too fiddly to clean!”

II. Sharing the joy of the harvest

My first job on the farm was mowing a small patch of lawn with a lawnmower, and now and then I’d join Xiaotong, an intern who had arrived earlier, to help feed the animals. When we first arrived, we were each like an “enzyme”; certain traits we brought with us allowed us to gradually bind with a specific “substrate” (a need on the farm), thereby activating a particular function within the farm’s system. Over time, while we all pitched in with a variety of tasks, each of us developed a clear focus. One person took charge of feeding the animals, another absorbed all the design work, and another became the photographer… Among the farm’s myriad duties, the one I cherished most was assembling the vegetable boxes. It was here that I first discovered courgettes could grow to the size of pumpkins. These old courgettes were simply too large for delivery and unsuitable for conventional cooking (such as stir-frying or serving shredded in a cold salad), yet they made a delightfully hearty addition to meat stews. Unfortunately, few people know how to appreciate a mature courgette, so we could only watch them grow ever larger right there in the ground.

● A wheelbarrow full of unsold, ageing courgettes awaits a trip to the pig pen.

There’s something truly wonderful about the vegetables and fruits that grow from the soil; I find myself wanting to put them on display just to show everyone their vitality. Whenever I’m packing orders for delivery, I can’t help but tuck a little extra into the boxes, hoping to pass on that same thrill of the harvest.

● Vegetables trimmed and ready to be packed for delivery.

It wasn’t until I started assembling the boxes myself that I truly grasped why post-harvest handling and transport are such vital areas of agricultural research. It’s not just about maintaining quality; the whole process carries our hope of passing on the sheer joy of the work, in full, to the consumers. Even trimming Chinese chives – a chore I dreaded when I first arrived – eventually stopped bothering me. I suppose practice really does make perfect.

● By the time it reaches the member’s box, the spinach has already been through a preliminary clean – yellow leaves, weeds, and soil removed.

III. Animals and Plants on the Farm

One day in May, my fellow intern Xiaoling suddenly noticed that the wildflowers along the roads in the eastern section had all turned various shades of purple. I couldn’t pinpoint exactly when the shift began, but my body’s response to farm life had suddenly changed: the time it took to recover from fatigue had shortened. With my mind no longer clouded by pain and exhaustion, it was finally able to gather the energy to observe, reflect and verify.

●The view from the office window never fails to delight.

Farm work may appear straightforward, but it is underpinned by specialised knowledge and technical expertise. Out in the fields, it looks as though we are simply pinching back edamame seedlings and pruning and thinning the corn, tomatoes, and peaches. But what internal reactions does each of our actions trigger within the plants? Are they content with our “help”? What would they look like if left to grow entirely to their own natural rhythm? Clumsy and unsure of how to tend the crops at the outset, I was constantly chided by “foreman” Mr Wang.

●Waxy corn whose tillers have grown as thick as the main stalk.

The small animals on the farm each have their own temperaments, and they occasionally fall ill with conditions we do not recognise, or face moments that threaten their very survival. In early March, “novice human parents” that we were, we attempted to hatch ducklings using an incubator. After turning the eggs, we forgot to close the lid, causing the temperature to plummet. Of the twenty eggs we placed inside, only half managed to hatch.

Later, for reasons unclear, the ducklings, now about a month old, began to falter one by one, struggling to stand and showing increased discharge from their eyes and noses. Lacking veterinary expertise, we novice parents scrambled at the last minute, trawling the internet until we provisionally diagnosed them with septicemia. We meticulously administered fractions of a gram of medication to each bird, carefully measured according to weight, yet ultimately only the three strongest survived. On 5 July, before the duck parents had even seen their surviving offspring, they were all bitten to death in a sudden attack by stray dogs.

●The first duckling to hatch.

The flora on the farm shifts with the passing months, and weeding has ceased to be a mere chore, becoming instead an opportunity for first-hand observation.

When I first arrived in early April, I encountered many plants unfamiliar to me from my time in Guangdong: petty spurge forming neat geometric rosettes, cleavers so thin it clung to neighbouring foliage with tiny barbs along its stems, spring fleabane carpeting the slopes with white blossoms as a harbinger of spring, and purple-flowering hemistepta and creeping thistle, to name a few.

I had initially marvelled at the absence of alligator weed, which is rampant in Guangdong, only to realise in May that the earlier temperatures simply hadn’t been warm enough to bring them out. Both the farm’s weeds and crops follow strict seasonal cycles; once that window passes, you’ll have to wait until next year to see them again. Perhaps it is precisely this seasonality that leaves a quiet blend of wistfulness and anticipation.

● Some roadside flowers in bloom on the farm in April.
The farm is rich in natural resources, yet we cannot simply dictate how they are used: we may have woodlands, but we have no say in whether a particular tree stands or falls. Even within the farm’s boundaries, we are powerless to prevent fruit trees from being replaced with ornamental varieties to suit urban roadside landscaping. Then there are the raccoon dogs and yellow weasels that occasionally wander onto the farm to help themselves to a few chickens, species that are legally protected. The more attuned I become to the farm’s flora and fauna, the more I find myself confronting the practical realities of running a farm.

IV. The Ideal and Reality of Ecological Farming

What stands out most clearly is the fifth day at the farm. Much like modern-day cotton workers, we hauled down bag after bag of organic fertiliser from a large lorry and stacked them by hand. Each bag weighed 40 kilograms; the eight of us moved well over 300, and this process has to be repeated every six months. From that day on, I suddenly began paying close attention to the inflows and outflows within the farm’s system. Why don’t we compost on-site, instead of buying such vast quantities of organic fertiliser every year? Answering that first requires asking where the composting materials come from and how much is available. Secondly, a heap that large needs regular turning—who is going to do that work?

● Female workers push the fertiliser bags down from the lorry, while male workers stack the unloaded bags along the path. Photograph: Xiaoling

The fertiliser situation offers a glimpse into the practical constraints on the farm’s ability to function as a closed-loop system: cropping area, labour, capital, infrastructure, site layout and workflow, climate, and fertiliser quality, among others. An agricultural system that could theoretically be far more self-sufficient seems constrained by these practical realities, as well as external factors such as land-use zoning and a multitude of permit requirements. In many ways, the farm still falls short of the ideals set out in ecological, organic, and permaculture theories. Yet, given current conditions, this may well be the most workable solution for keeping the farm running.

● The relationships and material flows between farm elements.

Real-world challenges also come to the fore with Community Supported Agriculture (CSA). In an ideal CSA model, members and producers share the risks of farming. Yet after three months of observation, I found that some members do not fully grasp the CSA philosophy. One member complained to us that this year’s crops in her plot were worse than those of her neighbours. As service providers, we are duty-bound to ensure consumers receive quality produce, but there is a widespread tendency among consumers to share in the harvest without wishing to bear the losses caused by external factors.

Furthermore, the vision of shortening the food supply chain through a direct-to-consumer ecological farm has not been fully realised. Geographically, the farm is located in Fengxian District, Shanghai, a remote suburb that even locals are reluctant to call part of the city. Many surrounding residents already have their own plots of land, so they have no need for an external farm-to-table service. Among the fifty-plus members who have leased plots, very few stick to regular deliveries, let alone make frequent trips to pick their own produce. Much of the fine harvest simply rotted in the field, waiting in vain for members to arrive, never making it to the table.

Sometimes I wonder: can ‘eating seasonally, eating locally’ truly meet my dietary needs? By the end of July, the farm yielded around twenty varieties of fruit and vegetables. Supermarkets, by contrast, offer more than thirty organic options, with an even wider range of conventional ones. Compared with a supermarket, the farm currently lacks mushroom products and is short on herbs and garnishes. The newly sown coriander struggled to grow during the plum rain season, and after the heatwave, there was hardly any usable leafy green left.

● This year’s first batch of sunflower seeds (not fully ripe, but I couldn’t wait).

After spending half a month juggling just a handful of ingredients, constantly trying to cook up new variations, I realised that while relying on a single farm’s harvest might keep you fed, it falls short of satisfying the psychological and emotional needs that food fulfils for me. I have to admit that for consumers who enjoy a wide variety of ingredients, being able to savour produce from all over the world is indeed a privilege. Viewed from another angle, this global appreciation may also indirectly help preserve local food traditions in far-flung corners of the world.

Finally, farms like Letian Haiwan, which primarily cater to urban leisure experiences, must also meet customers’ aesthetic expectations. To keep the farm from looking too ‘wild’, we have to trim the lawns and tame the lush roadside vegetation before every event. Every time I see the bare earth left exposed after pruning, I feel a sense of loss and regret. But personal preferences must inevitably yield to the demands of customers, who ultimately hold more sway.

● Floral arrangements by Xiaoling and me, made with wildflowers, weeds, and overgrown produce. Photography: Huang Qingye, Xiaoling

V. Memories Woven Together Over Meals

I’ve spent quite a bit of time venting about the realities on the ground, but the endearing, deeply human rhythms of everyday life have always been the farm’s main theme: living and working side by side, feeding the animals, cooking and washing up, watching the mobile shop take shape from concept to completion, and sharing the camaraderie between farm neighbours where homegrown produce serves as the perfect greeting gift. These might strike you as nothing more than a string of lengthy, abstract phrases, but in my mind’s eye, they are vivid, warmly remembered slices of life.

● Mr Yuan and Xiaotong, constructing the mobile shop.

Finally, to tie this all together with food as the thread, I’d say my post-farm withdrawal symptoms amount to missing the grand plans Boss Yuan used to sketch out for us; Xiao Ling’s wasabi chicken, a specialty from her hometown; Xiao Lu’s waterfall bread; Xiao Liu’s scrambled eggs with tomato; the twenty-five crayfish Xiaotong caught over two nights; Master Wang’s white-cut chicken (which only materialised after a bit of coaxing); the horsehead grass and pork zongzi wrapped by Member Auntie Gu; Auntie Hua’s habit of dusting her veg with a pinch of chilli powder for extra kick; and the farm’s seasonal delights—cucumber jelly, the classic eggplant, potato and pepper stir-fry, strawberry jam, iced watermelon, and tomatoes tossed in sugar. I’ll also miss the farm’s living “food waste processors”—Princess Potato and the endearingly unpredictable Xiaobao. To the next cohort of interns: please look after them well.

● Me, Tudou and Xiaobao on the ‘Princess Coronation Slope’. Photography: Xiaoling

Foodthink Author
Xiao Huang
An INTJ with a taste for dabbling in many fields and a constant drive to learn. A passion for flora and fauna, coupled with a commitment to environmental conservation, led to my study of ecological agriculture. I am currently working at Yinlin Ecological Farm in Conghua, Guangzhou.

 

 

 

On Friday evening, 8 November, from 19:00 to 20:30, we will invite Zhiqi, an intern in the Ecological Agriculture Internship Programme; Mu Wenchuan, Deputy Secretary of the General Party Branch of Baoshan Village in Lijiang, Yunnan, and mentor for the programme; and Li Guanqi, Head of the Eastern Office of the Farmer Seed Network, to join us and share stories about collecting, cataloguing, and documenting local wild plants amidst the mountain life of the Naxi Stone City. We will also explore how this process offers insight into the unique lifestyle and rhythms of work in Stone City, and introduce the Seed Network’s community initiatives within the “Stone City, Lijiang, Yunnan, and the Naxi-Moso Three-Village Network”.

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Ecological Agriculture Internship Programme
Launched by Foodthink in 2021 as part of the Lianhe Project, the Ecological Agriculture Internship Programme aims to support both young people aspiring to work in ecological agriculture and established ecological farms. Through hands-on practice, young participants gain practical farming knowledge and skills, while the wisdom and experience of seasoned farmers are documented and passed down. The programme also supplies farms with well-trained talent and breathes new life into rural communities. To date, three cohorts have been successfully recruited, supporting over 60 participants in undertaking farm internships ranging from three months to one year across more than ten ecological farms nationwide.
Unless otherwise stated, all images in this article were taken by the author.Editor: Yu YangGraphic Design: Yi Ruan