Urging Me to Spray Pesticides, Then Voting With Their Tastebuds

It’s been over two years since I moved to Evil Man Valley, and the annual costs for field labour and organic compost add up to no small sum. The local helpers I bring in often can’t resist working out the figures for me, pointing out that growing things this way costs far more than simply buying them. Exactly, which is precisely why I don’t dare buy them! Those offering advice originally mean to persuade me to shop instead of spending money and enduring the toil of growing my own crops. But the one listening feels that the more I hear it, the less willing I am to buy. No matter how exhausting or expensive, I must rely on myself. Rather stubborn, I know!

Although I handled the entire rice cycle from sowing to harvesting entirely on my own this year, when the weeds were at their most rampant in late spring, I still had to call in help to clear them.

● Click on the image to read the recap: ‘A Harvest Festival for One’.
As she worked, the woman weeding called out to me from across the bean patch. I don’t understand the local dialect, and even when they kindly switch to “Fujian Mandarin”, I still pick up very little. I only caught two keywords, “beans” and “beautiful”. Assuming they were complimenting my crops, I was over the moon and kept shouting back, “Thank you for the praise!” Seeing the weeder freeze in astonishment, wearing a look of pure bewilderment, I realised they hadn’t been praising my beans at all, but saying “the beans aren’t looking good”. Naturally, the rest of the sentence followed: another well-meaning push to use pesticides and chemical fertilisers.

I. “Matters” vs. “Doesn’t Matter”

Everyone in the area knows I don’t use chemical fertilisers, pesticides, or herbicides. Regardless of age or gender, their initial reaction is remarkably uniform, and their advice invariably boils down to: “You simply can’t manage without them; the crops won’t grow.” My reply is equally unwavering: “They will! These crops have been cultivated for millennia, whereas chemical fertilisers and pesticides only arrived in these parts a few decades ago.” Over time, we both recognised our positions were fixed. Just as they couldn’t persuade me, I couldn’t persuade them. Yet, intriguingly, neither side ever gave up. They seized every opportunity to “rescue” me, pointing to my sluggish growth and disappointing harvest as proof, and gently coaxing me with various assurances that “it wouldn’t matter”: a little bit won’t do any harm; it’s fine if it sprays onto the leaves; timing it away from harvest is fine; it doesn’t matter if it stays in the soil… No, no, no. To me, every single one of those things matters greatly.

I have my own repertoire of “it doesn’t matter” arguments, too. The woman I hired to weed remarked that my beans don’t look particularly pretty. I’m not entering a beauty contest, so aesthetics don’t matter; as long as they’re edible, that’s enough. A light harvest doesn’t matter; as long as there’s a crop, that’s fine. Even if I brought in nothing at all, it still wouldn’t matter; I’d simply bury the bean pods back into the earth to serve as green manure…

After four days of weeding, the lady collected her 500 yuan in wages, complete with a generous helping of free advice. Just before leaving, she didn’t forget a friendly reminder: a single bottle of herbicide costs just ten yuan, will sort the problem out in minutes, and saves you both money and labour…

● My fields and crops may not look particularly attractive to my neighbours, but does it really matter?

II. Tasty vs. Edible

As the sister weeded alongside me, she urged me to use herbicides. Spotting my yellow, spindly vegetables and seedlings, she suggested fertiliser. Seeing my battered, wilting pumpkins, she pushed for pesticides… Just as she refused to give up on “saving” my crop, I refused to give up on persuading her: sure, spraying would leave more pumpkins than I have now, but they’d all be coated in chemical residues. In the end, we’d just be eating them ourselves—it would harm both others and us. Besides, chemical fertilisers, pesticides, and herbicides all poison the soil, which then poisons everything else that grows in it… We went back and forth like that, each half-heartedly lecturing the other, neither of us budging. But, but, but—when the weeding sister finally left, she was holding a bunch of my taro stems.

Taro bulbs and taro stems are both Hakka specialities. Peel the outer skin off the stems, blanch them, and they’re delicious stir-fried or added to soups. For my harvest rice, the evening accompaniment was a soup of taro stems and homemade tomato purée. The resulting rich tomato soup was absolutely divine.

● Taro bulbs and taro stems.
It was the weeding sister who taught me how good taro stems are. She volunteered to thin out the taro plants, showed me exactly how to peel that outer layer off the stems, and then, when we finished up, took my taro stems home to cook.

I asked curiously, “Don’t you grow taro yourselves?” She shook her head: “We can’t eat it. There are too many chemicals.”

What a sudden turn of events. Should I laugh or cry?

III. To eat or not to eat? That is the question

I have always been fond of taro, particularly the large southern betel nut taro, which tastes far superior to the smaller, hairy variety common in the north. It was only here that I finally saw taro growing in the soil, and equally here that I learned the growers do not eat their own crop. The local taro is deeply aromatic, retains its shape even after long boiling, and is of exceptional quality—soft yet with a satisfying, slight bite. Betel nut taro is the region’s principal cash crop. In profitable years, a mu can yield ten thousand yuan; in leaner times, six thousand, averaging out to eight thousand per season.

The route to the market town takes me past vast tracts of taro fields. At harvest time, only the corms that meet grade are collected; the stalks are cut and laid out neatly across the fields, while the young shoots left standing go ignored. Although taro grow beneath the cut stalks, they do not meet the standards: outside buyers dismiss them as too small, and locals refuse them over pesticide concerns. I have to admit, the commercial crop looks splendid—uniform, attractive, two to three times the size of mine, and completely free of insect damage.

● At harvest time, only the large taro are collected; the small ones are left behind, unwanted by buyers and uneaten by locals.

Every taro harvest season sees the roadsides lined with enormous lorries, all loaded with taro. To the left sits a giant articulated lorry with a red Shandong licence plate; further up, several similar trucks bear plates from Hebei and Henan, all northern provinces. When taking the photograph, I made sure to capture the payload marking on the cab door: 40 tonnes. A single load of seventy or eighty thousand jin feeds tens of thousands of households across the north, including my own in years gone by. The irony, of course, was that I was unaware then of a simple fact: the people who grow it do not eat it themselves.

● Lorries from the north collect the taro from the south and transport it back home.

The taro is cultivated with chemical fertilisers and pesticides, sprayed every few days. I have witnessed the spraying operations from a distance and done my utmost to stay clear. It used to be done with large knapsack sprayers, but has since upgraded to drones. Fully aware of the toxicity, they naturally keep it off their own tables.

It is not just taro that locals refuse to eat. During the Qingming festival, the local custom is to enjoy steamed rice-skin vegetable buns filled with spring bamboo shoots and dried tofu. The wrapper is made by mixing rice flour with the juice of the rat-curd plant (Gynura japonica), giving it a vibrant green hue and a delicate grassy aroma. Some women even make a special trip to my fields to gather this herb. Although it grows abundantly by field edges and roadsides, they insist: “It’s not safe to eat; it’s been treated with herbicide.” They are hardly ignorant of the dangers posed by pesticides and herbicides… it’s a situation that is as baffling as it is ironic.

● My fields are kept free of herbicides, so neighbours will specially visit to “pull weeds” to take home and eat.

IV. A Loss? Or a Gain?

The growers do not eat their own taro; they send it off to the distant north. Yet they will happily buy Shandong apples and Hebei snow pears, caught in a cycle of self-deception and mutual harm. On reflection, this is hardly a new revelation. I once saw vast orchards of pepino melons in Xishuangbanna, yet the local growers themselves would not touch them. When visiting Dai families in their bamboo stilt houses, one might occasionally be served a plate of small, wrinkled, unprepossessing pepino, with the reassurance: “These are safe to eat; they were grown in our own courtyard without any chemicals.”

This is precisely why I am so particular about the store-bought elements of my diet. My concern does not lie with the apple’s variety or place of origin, but with the chemical fertilisers, pesticides, and herbicides used in its cultivation, and the underlying question of why those who grow it choose not to eat it themselves.

Others sigh at the money I seem to throw away; I worry about the chemicals they scatter. I preach my sermon on avoiding chemical fertilisers and pesticides wherever I go, but it largely falls on deaf ears. In over two years, no one local has been willing to listen, save for an old man named Fan from the neighbouring village. I know I lack the power to resolve systemic issues by changing others’ minds, but I keep trying to address my own small-scale problems within the confines of my own valley.

I make choices based on what matters to me, and I accept the costs that come with them.

I am well aware that my refusal to use chemical fertilisers and pesticides invites mockery, and I know the consequences run deeper than mere ridicule. Whether it is my taro stalks or my rat-curd herb, locals consider it a bargain to be able to eat them, and I feel I am reaping a reward too. In the end, those very mouths that laugh at me are casting their vote in my favour.

Foodthink Author
Kouzi
A persevering farmer and village brewmaster. Full-time food enthusiast, part-time cultivator, and amateur writer.

 

 

 

All photographs in this article are by the author.Editor: Tianle