Three Months Farming, My Ecological Farm Dream Hit Pause

In mid-April, I arrived at Letian Haiwan Farm in Shanghai, carrying the aspiration of learning how to run a farm. Working and living alongside my fellow interns, before I knew it, the internship was over. Before I left, my colleagues asked: do you still want to open a farm? To answer that question, I can only look back on the real life and feelings of farm work and see what my heart says. Letian Haiwan Farm (now renamed Lexiangu Community Farm) is an organic ecological farm operating on the Community-Supported Agriculture (CSA) model. It provides members with shared garden plots and vegetable delivery services, while also hosting farming experiences, nature education, and team-building activities. The farm covers roughly 85 mu, with almost half of the land given over to woodland and a yellow peach orchard; active cultivated land accounts for about 20 mu. The current resident workforce consists of farm manager Yuan Qinghua, two male farmhands, and two female farmhands. The more fluid workforce comprises the interns who come each year through Foodthink’s Ecological Agriculture Internship Programme.

I. “Hands” Are Still the Primary “Labour Tool”

When I first joined the farm it was April, and the garlic was in scape. My hands, scrubbed over and over, had cracked dry. But for the sake of packing vegetable boxes, I still had to push through the sting and snap off the garlic scapes. I studied agriculture at university, yet this was the first time in my life I had ever actually set foot in a field to grow crops. A body domesticated by city life simply cannot adapt to the demands farming places on muscles. With only one rest day a week, fatigue never fully clears, and every single day I prayed for agricultural automation to arrive sooner. Physical exhaustion was something I had anticipated. But did that mean things were easier mentally? Not really. Many personal tasks I had planned for spare time kept getting shelved because of sheer tiredness, and the anxiety that came with that was always there.

● Left: the skin on my fingers, cracking again and again. Right: even a smallholder gets her own French manicure.

The question “Are you tired?” kept popping up in conversations between the workers, the aunties, and us interns. “Tired” is how most people perceive agricultural labour. In a daily routine so heavily dependent on one’s hands, I looked at the creases in my fingers—unbroken for twenty-seven years—and they seemed to be quietly protesting: civilisation has been farming for thousands of years, so why hasn’t the toll on the body come down at all? Office workers’ occupational ailments attract wide attention. But what about those of farmers? Have mainstream agricultural technology policies leaned too heavily towards supporting large-scale production systems? How many technologies actually benefit small-scale producers?

While Letian Haiwan Farm is not a “smallholder” in the traditional sense, the cultivation of its roughly 20 mu of arable land is supported almost entirely by four farmhands over the age of seventy. These four workers, past retirement age, hold the core know-how for farming this patch of earth. If the day ever comes when all of them retire, how will those of us unable to shoulder the responsibility manage to feed ourselves?

● Planting chilli seedlings in members’ plots alongside the workers and aunties.
The way forward for agriculture cannot stop at training more “new farmers” to simply endure hardship in pursuit of efficiency. Instead, the focus should be on using technology to reduce the physical toll of farm work, or finding ways to produce higher-quality, higher-yielding crops with the same amount of labour. Or perhaps we could achieve a farming system that runs as autonomously as possible—if so, human labour could gradually be reduced. The feeling of “tiredness” is deeply etched into my body. It reached the point that when I heard in July that a few yellow peach trees had died from the heat, I was not thinking about how many fewer peaches I would get to eat—I was thinking about how I had spent two days bagging peaches with my body and mind on the verge of collapse, and the trees had simply died like that. And every time it rained, while packing vegetables I would tell everyone: “In my own farm one day, garlic chives will not be allowed—sorting them is far too difficult!”

II. Sharing the Joy of Harvest

The first task I took on at the farm was mowing a small patch of lawn with a mower, and from time to time I joined Xiao Tong, an intern who had arrived before us, to feed the animals. When we first came to the farm, each of us was like an “enzyme”—because of certain traits we carried, we gradually paired with a particular “substrate” (a need on the farm), activating a function within the farm’s system. In the end, though we all handled a bit of everything, each person developed a focus. Some took on animal feeding; others handled all the design work; someone became the photographer. Of all the farm’s many tasks, the one I loved most was packing vegetable boxes. It was here that I first learned courgettes can grow as large as pumpkins. Overgrown courgettes are too big for delivery and too tough for standard preparation—stir-fried julienne or cold salad—but they make a wonderful addition to a stew. Alas, few appreciate an overgrown courgette, and they are left to grow ever larger in the ground.

● A cartload of overgrown courgettes, unappreciated, waiting to be tossed to the pigs.

The vegetables, fruits, and melons that grow from this earth are simply too beautiful. I wanted to put on an exhibition, showing everyone the vitality in them. When making deliveries, I always couldn’t help picking a little extra, wanting the recipients to feel the joy of harvest too.

● Vegetables, sorted and ready to be packed for delivery.

Only after packing vegetable boxes myself did I understand why post-harvest management and transport can become a major field of research. It is not only about ensuring product quality; the process also carries our hope of passing on the joy of the harvest to the consumer, undimmed. Even sorting garlic chives—the thing I disliked most when I arrived—became something I no longer minded much. Perhaps it was simply practice making perfect.

● By the time the spinach reached the members who receive vegetable boxes, the yellow leaves, weeds, and mud had already been cleared once.

III. Animals and Plants on the Farm

One day in May, my fellow intern Xiao Ling suddenly noticed that the wildflowers along the roadside by the east plot had all turned to shades of purple. I could not say when it happened, but something shifted in how my body responded to farm life: the time it needed to recover from fatigue grew shorter. Once my mind was no longer consumed by pain and exhaustion, it began to have energy again for observation, thought, and enquiry.

●The view from the office window never grows old.

Farm work looks simple, yet behind every task lies specialised skill and knowledge. In the fields, on the surface we are pinching the tips of edamame seedlings, pruning and fruit-thinning the maize, tomatoes, and peaches—but what reaction does each of our actions trigger inside the plant? Is it satisfied with our “help”? What would it look like if it were allowed to grow according to its own rhythms? Clumsy and unsure of how to tend the crops when I first arrived, I was never spared Master Wang’s disapproval—he was our “foreman”.

●Waxy maize whose tillers have grown as thick as the main stem.

The farm’s animals have personalities of their own, and sometimes they fall ill in ways we do not recognise, even facing moments that threaten their lives. In early March, the “new human parents” attempted to hatch ducklings in a warming box. After turning the eggs, they forgot to close the lid; the temperature dropped, and of the twenty duck eggs placed inside, only half hatched.

Then, for reasons unknown, ducklings nearly a month old began losing their footing one after another, with growing discharge from their eyes and noses. Lacking veterinary expertise, the human parents improvised desperately, scouring the internet until, after much research, they arrived at a preliminary diagnosis of polyserositis. Though we meticulously dosed each chick by weight—just fractions of a gram per feeding—only the three hardiest survived. On 5 July, the duck mother and father had yet to see their surviving children before a stray dog burst in and killed them all.

●The first duckling to crack its shell.

The plants on the farm change with time too, and weeding has stopped being nothing but a chore—it has become my way of making first-hand observations.

When I arrived in early April, there were many plants I had never seen in Guangdong: sun spurge growing into perfect geometric shapes; cleavers, slender as a thread yet able to cling to other plants with a coat of tiny hooked hairs; Philadelphia fleabane blanketing the hillside in white blossom like a symbol of spring; the purple-flowered sow-thistle-leaved crepidiastrum and field thistle, among others.

At the time I was still reflecting on how the farm, unlike Guangdong, was spared the rampant alligator weed. By May, I realised it had simply been too cold earlier to wake them. The weeds and crops on this farm follow their own calendar; miss the window, and you will not see them again until next year. Perhaps it is precisely that seasonality that stirs a little regret and anticipation in one’s heart.

●Some roadside flowers in bloom at the farm in April.
There are plenty of natural resources on the farm, yet we cannot simply decide how to use them. We have woodland, but we cannot dictate which trees stay and which go; even within the farm’s boundaries, we lack the authority to stop fruit trees being replaced with ornamental species for the sake of city road landscaping. Then there are the raccoon dogs and Siberian weasels that wander in from time to time and help themselves to a few chickens—they are protected by law. The more familiar I became with the farm’s animals and plants, the more I brushed up against the practical realities of running a farm.

IV. The Ideals and Realities of Ecological Farming

One of my sharpest memories is the fifth day on the farm. Like new-era cotton pickers, we unloaded bag after bag of organic fertiliser from a large truck and stacked them up—forty kilograms a bag, over three hundred bags, eight of us, and we do it every six months. From that day on, I suddenly began to take note of the inputs and outputs flowing through the farm system. Why don’t we compost on site? Why buy in so much organic fertiliser every year? To answer that, the first question is: where would the compost feedstock come from, and how much of it would there be? Second, turning compost on that scale takes labour—who is going to do it?

●The women unload fertiliser from the truck while the men stack the bags neatly along the path. Photo: Xiao Ling

A glimpse through the lens of fertiliser reveals the practical constraints on making the farm self-sustaining: cultivated area, manpower, funding, infrastructure, workflow design, climate, and fertiliser quality, among others. A farming system that might otherwise be far more self-sufficient appears trapped—by these practical realities and by external constraints such as land-use classification and the tangle of permits and approvals. In many respects the farm still falls short of the ideals laid out in ecological farming, organic farming, and permaculture theory, yet under present conditions, this may well be the optimal solution for keeping the farm running.

● Relationships between farm elements and the flow of matter among them.

On the Community-Supported Agriculture side, practical challenges abound. In the ideal CSA model, members and producers share the risks of farming together. Yet after three months of observation, I found that some members were unfamiliar with the CSA philosophy. One complained to us that the crops in her plot had turned out worse than those in the surrounding plots. As service providers, we ought to strive to deliver quality produce to our members, yet members generally prefer to share only in the gains, unwilling to absorb yield losses caused by external factors.

Moreover, the vision of shortening the food supply chain through an ecological farm that connects directly with consumers has not been fully realised. Geographically, the farm sits in Shanghai’s Fengxian District—so far out that even Shanghai locals will not acknowledge it as a suburb of the city. Many nearby residents have their own plots of land and have little need for a farm-to-table service. Of the fifty-odd members who rent plots, let alone regular pickers, there are very few who even take scheduled deliveries. Much good produce rots in the ground before members ever come to claim it, never reaching the table.

Sometimes I wonder: does “eating seasonally, eating locally” actually meet my dietary needs? By the end of July, the farm yielded roughly twenty varieties of fruit and vegetables, whereas the supermarket offered over thirty organic choices, and countless more non-organic ones. Compared with a supermarket, the farm currently lacks mushrooms, condiments are in short supply, the newly sown coriander did terribly through the plum-rain season, and after the heatwave there was little leafy green left worth eating.

● This year’s first plate of sunflower seeds (not fully ripe, but I could not wait).

After half a month of racking my brains to make different meals from the same handful of ingredients, I realised that relying on a single farm’s output might sustain life, but it would not satisfy the deeper nourishment food gives me. I have to admit: for consumers who relish variety, the chance to enjoy produce from every corner of the world is a genuine pleasure. Turned around, that pleasure may also indirectly help preserve the local food traditions of some distant place.

Finally, a farm like Letian Haiwan, oriented primarily towards urban visitors’ leisure and experience, must cater to clients’ visual expectations as well. To keep the farm from looking too “wild,” we tidy up the lawns and the lush roadside vegetation before every event. Each time I see the bare patches of ground peeking through after we have trimmed back, I feel a pang of loss—but personal preference must yield when the louder voice belongs to the client.

● Xiao Ling and I made flower arrangements from wildflowers, weeds, and produce that had grown too large. Photos: Huang Qingye, Xiao Ling

V. Memories Strung Together by Meals

I have done a great deal of grumbling about the realities and the present situation, but the lovely, everyday routines of being human are also the true melody of farm life: living and labouring together, feeding the animals together, cooking and washing up together, watching the mobile shop come to life from concept to construction, and feeling the friendship among fellow farmers who greet each other with their own produce as gifts. What may read to you as a long string of abstract phrases lives in my mind as a series of warm, lived moments.

●Mr Yuan and Master Xiao Tong building the mobile shop.

To close, using food as the thread that ties everything together, I want to say: the post-departure withdrawal symptoms perhaps it is missing the grand ‘pies’ Boss Yuan kept “drawing”, Xiao Ling’s hometown speciality of mustard chicken, Xiao Lu’s waterfall bread, Xiao Liu’s stir-fried tomato and egg, the twenty-five crayfish Xiao Tong hauled out over two nights of fishing, Master Wang’s poached chicken—a dish he only reveals when properly coaxed—Member Aunt Gu’s Indian aster and pork zongzi, Aunt Hua’s habit of adding a pinch of chilli powder to vegetable dishes for a kick, and the farm’s seasonal specials: cucumber jelly, sautéed potato with aubergine and pepper, strawberry jam, chilled watermelon, tomatoes sprinkled with white sugar… and the farm’s living “kitchen waste processors”, the dogs—Princess Potato and the unexpectedly adorable Xiao Bao. Please take good care of them for the next batch of interns, too.

●Me, Potato, and Xiao Bao on the “Princess Coronation Slope”. Photo: Xiao Ling

Foodthink Author:
Xiao Huang
An INTJ who knows a little of everything and wants to learn it all. Drawn to plants and animals and concerned about the environment, I chose to study ecological agriculture and currently work at Yinlin Ecological Farm in Conghua, Guangzhou.

 

 

 

This Friday, 8 November, from 19:00 to 20:30, we invite you to join Zi Qi, an intern on the Ecological Agriculture Internship Programme; Mu Wenchuan, Deputy Secretary of the Baoshan Village Party General Branch in Lijiang, Yunnan, and mentor on the Ecological Agriculture Internship Programme; and Li Guanqi, Head of the Eastern Office of the Farmer Seed Network, for a conversation about collecting, cataloguing, and documenting local wild plants in the mountain life of the Naxi Stone City, and how this process reveals the ways of life and labour unique to the Stone City. The session will also introduce the Seed Network’s community work under the “Yunnan Lijiang Stone City and Naxi–Mosuo Three-Village Network”.

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Ecological Agriculture Internship Programme
The “Ecological Agriculture Internship Programme”, a project under the Lianhe Plan, was launched by Foodthink in 2021 to support young people aspiring to ecological farming and established ecological farms alike. It enables young interns to master farming knowledge and skills through hands-on practice, while helping veteran farmers record and pass on their experience; it also channels high-quality talent to farms and breathes new life into rural communities. To date, three rounds of recruitment have been completed, supporting over sixty partners to undertake farm internships ranging from three months to one year at more than ten ecological farms across China.
Unless otherwise noted, all images in this article were taken by the author Editing: Yuyang Poster: Yiruan